Monday, January 12, 2009

Dear is 'Nervous' Sick

Dear is sick.



His tonsil is swelled. He have seen 6 doctors in total, 3 GP, 1 A&E & 2 ENT Specialist. None of them say the chances of the tonsil is canceress is high but still there's a low chance. He's been so depress and kept having negative thoughts. He did a lot research on Tonsil and got more negative as he felt that some of the symptoms he had gone through. I tired all means to assure him he's alright and insist that we go to another ENT Specialist. We even went to Temples and seek help from Gods to see if he's fine. But still, he is still worried and depress even when they say he's alright.


I took many leaves to accompany him. Seeing him so upset and depress really breaks my heart, especially when i see his tears and when he says silly stuff.


I'm sure everything will be alright, i just wish he can be more positive. Surgery will be on 15th this month, i will be on leave to accompany him.



Love you dear.



(Only posted this post after the surgery as i don't wish him to see this post and got depress again)

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