Concern

 

New movies for Gisele

 

All wrapped up!!

 

Watching Ratatouille together

 

Brought her to the playground before going to school which she's not aware.

 

Look so innocent, making me feeling so guilty for cheating her.. Is it really compulsory for her to go for Nursery? Everyday have to cheat her and see her cry, drag her there which might not be successful also, what's the point... We don't go to Nursery in our time too, we are doing fine too.. Everyday when she woke up she will find excuses like she's tired etc which is rather stressful to her i think. And whenever we say the word school she will cry and kept saying she doesn't want to go.. She's only 3+, i don't get why they keep forcing her to go, when they can't handle they expect me to bring her go. I'll have to take leave and time off everyday if i were to do that. Does that sound gd or even look gd on myself in front of my superior? How will it reflect on my role in the company. The reason they say is that i'm the parents, yes i am but i do not want to force her since it's not kindergarten time yet. Keep forcing her will only give her phobia.

 

Such a cute girl, hate to see her cry.

 

Feel so guilty..

 

She was crying and holding my hand real tight when we alight from the bus, i just kept lying say i'll be in the class with her and she kept saying i will leave her alone inside and kept crying.. It's so depressing for lying to her when they are so innocent. I felt like i'm teaching how to lie. Not that i didn't try to coax her to go willingly like rewarding her later, she just won't agree. Besides with my parents spoiling her by buying whatever she wants all the time, how will the reward be tempting.. Not blaming them, but they should have a limit. It's alright to let them cry when they can't get what they want, we can't have whatever we want all the time. We have to earn what we want.